I thought I would update on our status at the moment. We are
still not at home. We have been gone since last Friday. I guess that's a week! Craziness. It's going to be hard to get back into our routine at home. We weren't planning on staying this long. We were going to spend last weekend with Steve's parents and then he was going to drop me off Monday at my parents' house (and he would go back up to Logan--which he did, actually), and then Wednesday, my mom was going to drive us up to Ogden where Steve would meet us and bring us the rest of the way home (Ogden is about half way between home and my parents' house). BUT...Steve called Tuesday night saying he had been contacted to do an interview in Orem on Friday afternoon (today), so it made little sense for us to drive up and come back a day and a half later, so here we are still. Steve's interview is for a technical writing job at SirsiDynix (sp?). He has interviewed with them once before, but they decided to change that position and he no longer wanted the job, but they thought of him when this new job became available, so that's a good sign. Steve also had an interview last Monday morning at Inside Sales, which is the place he worked at when we were living in Orem before. They told him they had the position ready for him if he wanted it, so that's very encouraging. It looks like we'll be moving back to the Utah valley area pretty quickly!
I don't think I've mentioned this on the blog before...nope, just checked. Steve and I have been trying to figure out where God wants us to go next. We weren't sure if Steve should go back for his PhD right away (he would ultimately like to teach at the college level), or wait for a few years and work full time to save up some money, or what. We've been praying about it for a while now, and were quite surprised by the answer we received recently. We feel like Steve should be going back to school to get a second bachelor's in Information Systems. It seems like an odd next step, but God knows better than we do what will bring us the most happiness, and opportunities (both for work and for spiritual growth). We both feel good about the change--like God is leading us to do this, and we are moving forward with it. Hence the job searches in the Utah valley area.
It's been good to know what our next step will be and to have something to move forward on, and the interviews and job offer have been encouraging. For me it has been somewhat of a challenge to figure out what my role will be in this new course. We thought maybe I could teach school while Steve was taking classes and watching Emi, but I really feel like I need to be spending my energy on MY child rather than other people's children. I know we can make things work with Steve doing both school and work, since we've done that before, but it still worries me a little. I'm not good at spending ALL day with Emi (and if Steve is working full time and going to school full time, he will have very little time left for taking her off my hands--or anything for that matter). My personality, my weaknesses, whatever you want to blame it on, make it hard for me devote so much time to the mundane things she loves to do. I love her and I want to give her the best, and although I don't think I'm great at being the mother of a 20 month old, I still feel like I, in my worst state, am better than the alternatives. I still don't know exactly how things are going to work out, though I am sure that they
will. I know Heavenly Father is looking out for us, and for me, and whatever happens, as long as I follow the Lord, it will be for my good. I just hope I am up for the challenge. :0\
Love you all, Brina